Being up late inspires me, I guess

It inspires me to actually keep up with my blog. And to blog about how I have no earthly idea how exactly I'm going to get back on schedule with my sleeping patterns. As of late, I have been up til about 2-4am and waking up anywhere between 7:30-noon. Yeah, you read that right... NOON. And sometimes when I have those days in which I wake up at 7:30, I go back to sleep til at least 10am. :)

This will not be very easy to break in a couple weeks. Really I need to break it TOMORROW, because I technically should try to get up to the school and move stuff from one room to the other. But when I spoke to the Head Custodian last week, he said he'd still be working in our hallway this week. So I'm going off that... maybe I'll go on Friday afternoon for a bit and move as much as I can. Then next week I can go up day by day and move things a little at a time, and then FINALLY start organizing and decorating. I've been working on things at home in the meantime. I need to go to Walmart tomorrow. Again. I need pencil pouches for 3 ring binders. :)

Let's talk about how I was super bored tonight because I lacked the entertainment of my texting buddy. :( It was quite sad. He's away on business right now, but he also was not feeling well this evening... and so I told him to go to bed and quit attempting to have a conversation with me when he clearly did not feel well. Bless him for trying, though. I also may have underestimated the way things are going between us. Yes, I'm speaking of the match I made on web dating. The one that I really and truly thought was not really very interested in me as more than a friend. However, when I was talking to him last night whilst we were watching 27 Dresses (it was on FX) they had a commercial for the site which matched us, and he said something about, "yay for being a percentage statistic and building a lasting relationship!" Hmmm... something to ponder. Maybe he's just being very thorough. Which I kinda knew from the get-go. And maybe the incident which occurred before made him realize that it's better to trust what's already going on rather than being 'linked' to someone by a friend. Sometimes those websites actually know what they're doing. I don't know. It all doesn't really matter anyway because I have prayed about all this, and I've placed it in God's hands. I know that He has a plan for me, and that things will happen as they should... when it's the right season for it. :) I honestly have a lot on my plate right now... so it's probably good that it's moving semi-slow. But again, we'll see in time what is in store for me.

Lastly... I think I'm off to bed... it's almost 1... it's time to start attempting sleep!

It's funny...

How people try to hide obvious things from others.

I know... I know that someone I'm talking to is probably not REALLY REALLY interested in me *like that*... he's a good friend and I'm okay with that situation... I entirely see the possibility that a spark may hit there in time... I think right now he's very focused on trying to find someone the complete opposite of his ex-fiancee... and so, I wasn't surprised to see he'd added someone on FB that had no other common friends with him. I also found it interesting that the friendship dissolved today and he's been really bummed... which to me indicates he had intentions to date her. Is he stringing me along? No... he's been very upfront that he just wants to be friends... and trust me, I've been in the situation where I'm the rebound... I'd rather him date someone else, discover it's not that great, and then there I am for things to maybe work out then.

I guess I'm debating when someone will be there in the right moment of time... and love me for me... ever? Is it EVER going to happen? Cause I want kids... and I'm about to turn 29... and I don't want to be starting a family at 36+... UGH! I'm frustrated! I just want to find a good guy that doesn't care that I'm pudgy. lol